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this is my story about drinking habits its one thing to go out on a friday or saturday night and have a couple of drinks but if your like me that just aint enough. i like to drink till im in a state of anebreation and cant remember a thing the next day. i ve tried AA and god and all sorts of things but when it comes down to it im an alcoholic and thats that. im not proud of the fact far from it but ive admitted to myself that there is nothing that can be done about it and its just got to run its course. maybe one day ill be able to have a drink without it going round and round in my head that i need another one just one more is all i ever need. people will no what im talking aboput and others will think oh its easy i could give up but to them i say give up one of your vices for a week and see how you feel its shit and i aint going to feel that way when i no i can make myself feel better. i also smoke and nobody seems too mind about that oh no thats ok or was till they brought this ban out so now people look down there noses at you if you smoke in a pub or on a train station. PC is shit a load of old toosh that all the hoitie toitie people want us to live perfect lives like there so flaming good eh?
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